As another year is coming to a close I am left thinking of all of the things that this year has given me and all the things that have been lost or taken away. I can’t help but smile. We made it through another year. As all years that have come before this one has changed us. We know grief a little more than we would like, our smiles reach our eyes a little more, and we value things a little deeper.
But the word relationships keep coming to mind as I toast this year with a tear of gratitude in my eyes. Relationships fuel our lives for good and not so good weather we like it or not. I am blessed beyond words for the relationships that I have.
I start every day with a house filled to the brim with love. My daughter and five fur babies (also a fish) remind me that I am loved and important at the start and the finish of each day. I cannot move an inch without getting a hug, kiss or a waiting body ready to cuddle at a moment’s notice. The cries of sheer joy at my return melt me every time. Even as I try to explain that I never actually left but took the trash to the curb! This does not matter I have returned and they are overcome with joy for it.
I have a family that I have grown closer to in 2019! This is a little surprising since we were all pretty close to begin with. My nuclear family started doing weekly dinners at each other’s houses. I have enjoyed spending time with them and getting to know them even better. My dad tells the best stories and can make anyone laugh. His laugh is contagious. My mom is the most loving human I have ever met. She bleeds love for her family and works harder than anyone on the planet. My sister has the compassion of a saint. She truly feels for other people on a level that is painful. She is the first to offer a hand, and her presence is calming. My brother in law is a welcome addition, though I would never let him know this. He is quick witted and laughs easily and with his whole being. My extended family is quite large and we keep in touch quite often! I have a massive family and the way we root for each other would put any cheer squad to shame.
I joined a women’s group this year! I cannot begin to tell you what each of these women mean to me. We have celebrated each other, held each other through our struggles, and shared love that is straight from God himself. We have given each other advice, love and support. They are councilors and friends. As far as women go we are very different but the hearts that join weekly are truly one! My daughter has been lifted up and loved on, and given an example of how women should be toward each other. Truly an answer to prayer.
I was able to work a part time seasonal job in a fun, and out of my normal, atmosphere. I met some fun people! Some of them have become casual friends. Some will have a lasting imprint on my heart.
I was welcomed into the wonderful and magical world of homeschooling. These mams are a breed I only dreamed of. I had no idea that I needed them in my life until they were there! The fire that they have for their children and mine blows me away! They are a constant stream of knowledge and support far beyond the realm of education. They are brilliant and cherished.
My friends, the ones that have been there for years feel a little closer as this year comes to an end. I am excited to laugh and grow with you in the 20’s. A severe case of pneumonia lead me to make new friends this year as well! They deserve a mention! As well as Facebook friends. Most of you I know some of you only here. I appreciate your comments and the messages you send about the relationship Charlie and I have. They always come when I need them the most. I appreciate them and I see you.
And my crazy pack of newsymom sisters! These women are insane!! I cannot say enough how they truly root for me and for you! They have hearts of gold. They are genuine in their desire to see women succeed and winning. I am honored I was asked to join a group on fire with the passion that they have.
I could write a book about each and every one of you. Just know as we close out this year you are on my mind. You hold a place in my heart and I am thankful for you.